yet again

yet again i felt that i am weirdo today .
as i was chatting with this friend which much older than me , i get to know that he used to be so active doing such ordinary things like what people around my age should do .
that is like playing computer games , hanging out with mates that same in age and ect.
well am i a weirdo ?
i felt i am now .
what wrong with me ? i am not successful nor like normal person . then who am i ?
haiz .
actually as a this point tonight i had got issue . alot of issue in my head .
it is not what normal mathematics can solve it . it is much more complicated.
i really dont know what i want now .
maybe i am just to afraid to move forward again .

happy birthday Princess Diana

before i called it a day , i would like to convey a deepest happy birthday to in loving memories of Princess Diana . you would not be forgotten .
good nite

emo day

Could it be possible that i woke up at the wrong side of the bed today ?
or could it be life lately been ridiculously hectic ?
well whatever it is , its certainly sure not my day today .

if you dont start it will never be done !

It been ages since i last sign in .
Everything is gone . they deleted everything in my previous blog .
my beautiful lavender picture is gone .
well maybe it is time to start writing again rather than just reading others .
sometimes u do not have the correct ears to talk to .
it is time to erase some ulgy moment back there and start moving out of the dark .